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YES, I DON'T F*CKING KNOW what the hell is going on with this 24 Day Challenge I am on.
I am soooo starting Paleo next! I have only lost about 5 pounds and I am on day 18. I feel tighter and my energy levels are way up but I still get down when those numbers don't go down!

On the upside I am going to see my Seester and her little cuties tomorrow!! That should be fun! Then I have training the next day at a Holiday Inn in Houston somewhere...which reminds me I need to mapquest that!

The next few days are going to be full full full and busy busy busy!! :) This will be very interesting!

I actually woke up early this morning!! :) 5:25 a.m. and did ZUMBA, took all my supps, drank my shake, showered and got ready and to work ealy!! #WINNING!!

I also have a BIG Scentsy order to place tomorrow evening after I get my sister's order! Which again reminds me I need to pack up my testers!!! LOL

Over Being Overwhelmed

Yes, I am overwhelmed.
My anxiety is pretty bad today.
I am happy but in a bad mood.
Maybe it is the long list of "to do's" I have waiting for me when I get out of work at 3.

I want to go to the gym...seeing as I f*cking pay for it and have not been able to use it since I moved back to Calallen. I just feel guilty asking My MIL or SIL to watch Chula any longer than they already do. "Hey, I know you watch my kid all day so I can work to support her but can you keep her for 2 more hours so I can go to the gym and indulge in bettering myself? Great. Thanks!" Hmmm.

I am burning up. I swear I am having hot flashes...at 26!! WTH is up with that?!

Well, My boss hates me...JK JK he LOVES me! He brought us tamales for lunch...I'm like, dude, I'm trying to lose weight!!! lol But I AM a lucky girl to have such an awesome boss!! And he is letting me leave early today! GREAT, that'll help with my anxiety. At least that is an hour longer than I would have had.

I guess it is time for me to get back to work. hmmm

Happy Valentine's Day

Yup, it's that time of year again. Love is in the air, hearts, flowers, balloons, BARF!
Ok, so I am being a bummer because naturally I have no Valentine this year and am stuck doing the PM shift at work so my co-worker can go out with her honey. Karma, note this down biatch!

I now realize why I don't like the evening shift. It is soooo boring! And I forgot my laptop at home. Grrrreat!! 7 more hours of boredom.

I have been using Proactive for a month now and am still breaking out like crazy. Stupid Adult Acne!! WTH?! I want a refund!!

I got oreo's out of the vending machine here at work. Now I am just waiting for my boss to leave so I can sneak into the kitchen and get a little carton of milk. Not that he would care, I am just too embarrassed to go get it! lol I know I shouldn't have oreo's right now complaining about my weight and all. But whatever.. it's V-Day!!

We are heading out of town tomorrow to San Antonio! We are meeting my sister, ("H") and brother-in-law ("K") and their two kiddos (Stinky and Little Miss) there. We are staying at my parents' timeshare, I believe. What's on the itinerary? Zoo for sure!! Chula's first time at the zoo. IDK who is more excited, her or me?! I am def taking a bottle of wine, I believe my sister is doing the same. Hoping someone has some heavy anxiety meds too. lol. Yes, we tend to drive each other crazy. Yes, my sister and I turn to wine to cope. lol. But it should be a fun fun weeked. We won't be home until Monday and have I packed?! Noooo. Ugh, procrastination!!

Ok, the boss man is finally gone. He is going out of town as well. So it looks like the hotel will be without management for the weekend. Uh Oh!! I am fretting this and the problems that will be waiting for me when I get back!!

So it's 7:46 and all my check-ins are here! What a boring rest of the night this is going to be.

9:14...only a little while longer to go.

At least I got my taxes done! lol. Yes, at work. So I got paid to do my taxes. :) Nice.

Feathers in a Fluster

I am PISSED! Over an animal!
NO ONE HURTS MY ANIMALS!!

So we got birds yesterday. Parakeets. A little yellow girl named Chanel. A little blue boy named Voodoo. All was good. We took them home, they stayed the night, got used to the house....then today came, and so did Tristan...

The little hellion child tore off the tail feathers of my daughter's brand new parakeet. I am pissed. The little fucker was going in Voodoo but he hid. Thank Goodness. He actually got ONE off of Voodoo but poor Chanel is tail-featherless. I bet she feels so horrible. Not to mention the sore butt.

(I looked it up and they will grow back in 5-7 weeks but still...)

I am so over this kid. I can not stand him. I am at the point to where I am actively looking for an apartment so I can move out by the end of this week. Seriously.

And it's not just that. But that is the straw that broke the camel's back. I will get a team of people to move me out in a day. BAM!!

No more filthy roommate, no more demon child, no more compromise. No!

Ten Things Thursday

Yup, it's about that time. The one day where I remember to blog.

 Here goes nothing: One word at a time.

1. Kids. OMG why do they have so much energy and use said energy to drive me nuts? I am so ready for these two heathens to go to bed! 
2. Whining.  Proven to be the most annoying sound on earth. 'Nuff Said!
3. Acne. Eff you! I am a freaking adult, why is this shit still happening?! Thank God my Proactive came in...now all I have to do is wait for the results. Oh Fab... :/
4. Sickness. Eff that too. I was dying sick last week. On and off actually. It hit me Wednesday. Then hit Gabby Thursday-Saturday. Then wave 2 came back to attack me for seconds on Monday & Tuesday. No good...for my wallet either. 
5. Toyota. I got a new car! A 2010 Toyota Corolla :) Yes, a car I am paying for! Screw that Mustang. My dad can have that bia-bia! 
6. Disney. Pretty much all I watched during the time Gabby and I were sick. I have become very into "Jessie" and "Good Luck Charlie". And let me say, these shows are nothing like they used to be!
7. Cleanliness. Something that my roommate is lacking in lately...
8. Sleep. My favorite activity lately.
9. PMS. Eff that as well. I was allll good for months. Same day every month. Like clock work. Not this time. Surprise, Mother Heifer!
10. Alcohol. I haven't seen that in a while and by the way the day is going it looks like I am going to need a glass soon!

Ten Things Thursday...on Friday...

So here it is, my second post and I am already copying my sister. One, because it is a good idea. Two, because I haven't blogged and this way I can hit ten points without feeling like I am blabbering too much, ha!

1. My daughter is sick. Stinks! (no pun intended) Poor baby has a bug or something. I got sick the night before last as well. Headache and puking rally. I swear we got ojo from someone at HEB but that is neither here nor there. Yes, I believe in that stuff. 
2. My legs are still sore from my work out.
3. I finally got to have a good convo with my BFF "LG" today and I love how our lives mirror each other's an we get to talk about it all even if we hadn't talked for days!
4. I feel like I NEVER EVER get a break from cleaning this house. I swear! And I don't mean little piddling here and there...no, I overhaul this house on a daily and I am sooo over it!
5. Payday was today...Woo Hoo!
6. My dad got My Mom, Sister and Me tickets to go see Fleetwood Mac on June 5th in Houston!! Daaaaamn, Gina!! It was for my mom's birthday! And Sis and I get to reap the benies!! :) Go Papa Bear!! I can't wait to be jamming out with those two ladies! It is going to be an EPIC night for sure! I never thought I would get to see Fleetwood Mac ever in my life, let alone with my Mama and Big Sister! :)
7. I want to plan my meals for the week. That is something I have never understood but maybe I should give it a whack. 
8. I am so tired of my hair style. I seriously need to invest in some YouTube tutorials on hair styling because I am horrible at it. Period.
9. It's so crazy how Gabby is so wicked good at Temple Run. She beats me every time. I swear these technologically advanced kids of her generation are going to rule the world!
10. I am sooo in love with those press on nail designed "paint" IDK but where has that been all my life?! And I get them at the dollar stores for $3.00! Lasts me longer than the package even says because I put clear coat on the top for a just in case.

So there it was. Not as much rambling as I thought there would be. But then again how much can I really get done with a 4 year old jumping all over me and my bed?!

Feel the Burn

So I have been seriously slacking on my Gym attendance. Heck, I've been slacking on my eating right as well. My scale, or should I say my job's "METRIC" scale, hasn't been slacking at all. Not even an ounce. In fact it screamed 200.2 at me last week. I was devastated. Seeing the "1"s made my heart flutter; Seeing the "2"s, again, made my heart sink.
What does all this mean?
I HAVE to get my ASS back in gear! I need to STAY moticated and PUSH myself more and more each week. If I am going to reach my 40 pounds lost goal then Oreo's are no longer going to be my friend. I will have to stay away from my parents' house for a bit longer until I get myself in check. They always seem to have some type of pie, chip, or goodie that is NOT good for me at all! And I eyeball-eat everything in sight...but does that mean I have to actually put it in my mouth and eat it?! N-O-!!
1) Back to the RULES: The rules of Skinny.
2) Back to the GYM: The gym of ultimate results.

Day 1 started yesterday.
I headed to the gym after work. I tanned. I got a massage in the massage chair. I got a hair trim and a good cursing out from the hair dresser over the extreme damage I had done to my hair over the 2012 year. and I hit the ARC full force for 25 minutes, worked on my "Turkey Arms", did deep squats holing 50 pounds over my shoulders and finished up with 20 "AB Twists" on each side with 80 pounds of resistance. WHEW! I am on FIRE today! But it is all worth it. I just talk to my boss (who is a MARATHON runner) about where I am sore and what I can do and he encourages me.

I am so lucky to be surrounded by people who are geared toward a healthy lifestyle and/or are supportive of my healthy lifestyle and are encouraging.
(i.e.: Sis, Dad, Boss, Friends)

Day 2: Let's see what we got.