Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Over Being Overwhelmed

Yes, I am overwhelmed.
My anxiety is pretty bad today.
I am happy but in a bad mood.
Maybe it is the long list of "to do's" I have waiting for me when I get out of work at 3.

I want to go to the gym...seeing as I f*cking pay for it and have not been able to use it since I moved back to Calallen. I just feel guilty asking My MIL or SIL to watch Chula any longer than they already do. "Hey, I know you watch my kid all day so I can work to support her but can you keep her for 2 more hours so I can go to the gym and indulge in bettering myself? Great. Thanks!" Hmmm.

I am burning up. I swear I am having hot flashes...at 26!! WTH is up with that?!

Well, My boss hates me...JK JK he LOVES me! He brought us tamales for lunch...I'm like, dude, I'm trying to lose weight!!! lol But I AM a lucky girl to have such an awesome boss!! And he is letting me leave early today! GREAT, that'll help with my anxiety. At least that is an hour longer than I would have had.

I guess it is time for me to get back to work. hmmm

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Happy Valentine's Day

Yup, it's that time of year again. Love is in the air, hearts, flowers, balloons, BARF!
Ok, so I am being a bummer because naturally I have no Valentine this year and am stuck doing the PM shift at work so my co-worker can go out with her honey. Karma, note this down biatch!

I now realize why I don't like the evening shift. It is soooo boring! And I forgot my laptop at home. Grrrreat!! 7 more hours of boredom.

I have been using Proactive for a month now and am still breaking out like crazy. Stupid Adult Acne!! WTH?! I want a refund!!

I got oreo's out of the vending machine here at work. Now I am just waiting for my boss to leave so I can sneak into the kitchen and get a little carton of milk. Not that he would care, I am just too embarrassed to go get it! lol I know I shouldn't have oreo's right now complaining about my weight and all. But whatever.. it's V-Day!!

We are heading out of town tomorrow to San Antonio! We are meeting my sister, ("H") and brother-in-law ("K") and their two kiddos (Stinky and Little Miss) there. We are staying at my parents' timeshare, I believe. What's on the itinerary? Zoo for sure!! Chula's first time at the zoo. IDK who is more excited, her or me?! I am def taking a bottle of wine, I believe my sister is doing the same. Hoping someone has some heavy anxiety meds too. lol. Yes, we tend to drive each other crazy. Yes, my sister and I turn to wine to cope. lol. But it should be a fun fun weeked. We won't be home until Monday and have I packed?! Noooo. Ugh, procrastination!!

Ok, the boss man is finally gone. He is going out of town as well. So it looks like the hotel will be without management for the weekend. Uh Oh!! I am fretting this and the problems that will be waiting for me when I get back!!

So it's 7:46 and all my check-ins are here! What a boring rest of the night this is going to be.

9:14...only a little while longer to go.

At least I got my taxes done! lol. Yes, at work. So I got paid to do my taxes. :) Nice.